so. Sometimes I get a strong impression to do something. IE tonight I really felt like I need to write a letter of apology to someone, not so much apology as just telling things like it is, ie peace making. So, that's strong on my heart, and I'm thinkin' "yeah, I should really do this". Then when I sit down to write it, I have second thoughts, like it's a bad idea.

The more that happens, that going back and forth feeling, just makes me frozen and stuck, and of course doesn't make me feel better.

I remember in the Bible God says, "God did not give us a spirit of confusion", but of peace and and sound mind or something like that