well things arent any different. my dad is still having tantrums over the slightest of things! he always takes it out on me which is the annoying thing!

I was just doing him a favour by writing a few emails for him because he wont use computers. anyway, he said to type something and all i said was "is that necessary?" and he replied "oh, whatever, suit yourself!" and stormed off like a child throwing a book down the stairs, now he's stomping around downstairs and being extremely childish and pathetic! it winds me up. he didnt thank me for using the last 30 mins of my time to do him a favour, all i got was a tantrum. i am seriously fed up of this now.

my brother is winding me up so much!! i cannot take this anymore, it seems they are all out to get at me, i always seem to be doing things or saying the wrong things. am i really that bad?! im in a bad mood now and i just want to be on my own, but my brother is watching my tv and so i cant ask him to leave. (i have that sky+, where i can record digital tv onto the box) and he is watching a program he recorded. i desperately want to be alone right now to calm myself down. i really cannot live here anymore, it is getting me down so much!!

my dad is still drinking, he came home from work stinking of alcohol today, that would explain his sudden tantrums!! i really dont feel safe here and i just want to be able to close my door and lock it, but with my bro in here i cant. luckily he cant see me typing because i am facing away from him.

anyone got any positive, uplifting comments to cheer me up?

speak soon

simon