Saw my T today and yep he agrees I'm heading into a depression. I see my Pdoc on the 25th and see no reason to get a sooner appt and my T agrees.

All AD's flip me right into a angry manic hell so no way no how will I go down that road.

So T and I agreed to just play it by ear. Since normally I only get 2-4 hours of sleep a nite and often go days and days without any sleep .. For now My T said "sleep all you can" Hopes are it will decrease my chronic pain. Also more sleep means more hours a day I wont have to deal with hallucinations

Thanks everyone . You guys are the BEST !