I woke up today and began to wonder what my future holds. I guess I have been wondering it for a long time, but couldn't be bothered with it before because addiction took all of my hope and there couldn't be a future to wonder about (at least not one that I could see at the time). Now, for hope of a real future, I have to find a way to repair my damaged reputation (this is a pretty big deal when it comes to my professional future). This seems to be the biggest obstacle I must get passed. The funny thing is I feel like I should be coming completely unhinged about this, but I am really looking forward to the challenge!