my name is ricardo
i have a serious case of internet addiction as if it was a drug
yesterday i reached my limit, i thought i was gonna die. heart problems. it was night and in bed i didnt want to move cause effort made me have pain. my mom made me stay in be with parents a bit then i went to my bed
as im writting right now i still have a bit of those heart/nervous problems as my neck starts hurting very painfully... i just had lunch and because its rainny to go outside go have a bike walk i decided to come use google and search for a site like this... only started hurting now when i was writting this...

thing is im cerebral, a term i invented meaning my head works over my body ignoring how i feel... yesterday the pain was such i couldnt ignore my body no more... i feel like i have to finish and send you this. the pain i have now is in my neck besides being unconsciously contracted because of the computer/internet

god bless you all with the same problem. i need help
i hope something helpful may emerge in this thread

im 23 years old and im not a "religious" person