I've noticed changes in my mood the past couple of months. Im 19 but more mature than most 19 year olds. I live with my parents and I have a job. My boyfriend lives in Colorado and we've been together for almost 5 months. I don't have any friends except one which is ok but sometimes it makes me feel lonely. All I do is sleep and work. I don't go out and do what most teenagers do because I don't have friends. I'm a very outgoing person and its easy for me to make friends but since I'm not in school and don't go out I don't meet people to become friends with. Lately I have been feeling like I don't have a reason to wake up everyday. Everyday I feel sick and tired. I never want to go to work because I don't like my job but its not easy to find a job that will work with the schedule I need. I never think about suicide I just don't know what my purpose is. whoever reads this, advice or just some input would be greatly appreciated.