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Old Aug 17, 2006, 08:16 PM
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im really angry with myself right now cause i let mydelf breakdown tonight.... i was talking with my b/f about taking my meds and said that i dont want to take them and he said yes i need them... cause he doesnt like me off them ... he said we fight to much without me taking them....... i told him we wasnt on them when we first started dating and he said he didnt like me as much then....... i just felt hurt when he said that and i broke down...... he explained to me that he didnt mean that he didnt like me he just meant he didnt like my attitude...... but all that came back to me is when my ex broke up with me and told me he didnt like me that much he just kept me around for company......... it just makes me feel bad that no one seems to like me much without me taking my meds........ i just wish i could make ppl see thats it hard for me..... my anger controls me and that makes me weak..... and instead of ppl not liking me they could possibly try and help me instead of downing me.... all i want is to be loved even though it doesnt seem like it......
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