(((((( Skittles))))))
I too understand what it is like to have your loved one downing you!!!
I have suffered depression, but not taking meds, & have very low self esteem, I am so concious about my body & image that it has toyally killed my sex drive & my partner has so much trouble believing that it has absolutely NOTHING to do with him!!

You spoke about being weak..... we are allowed to weak, that is what makes us human, & I am sure that your partner will be there to help you. This may sound wrong, but you still need to listen to his side of things to & I'm sure he has only your best interests at heart.
TC & smile.
Flinty