Thank you both. It has worked out that I have had almost all of today by myself. I got a ton of rest. And then when I went to her friend's to pick her up they wanted her to stay overnight. What a relief. I know she'll be well taken care of there and i can take some time to just mellow out. I'm going to take her and her best friend to church in the morning. We have a lot to be greatful for, especially this week. I'm a little nervous that my sister might be at church tomorrow. I really don't want to see her. She wrote me a note telling me she was sad that I didn't tell her about my daughter. I wrote her back saying how sad I was that I felt like I couldn't. I have a standinf appt. on Wednesdays with my counselor. I also called her tonight and asked her to call me back. She might not until Monday, but at least I tried. I think I'm starting to relax a little. She's doing really well. But she's having a strange reaction to the medicine she's taking. Whenever she scratches at all, even with a brush she gets these bright red lines on her skin. I'm going to ask the pharmacist about it tomorrow. Again, Thank you so much for writing!!!! It means a ton!!!!! Annie