This is where my inability to make decisions stems from I believe. You're not alone, I have a lot of trouble making decisions, though I am on the opposite end when it comes to disorganization. I can't stand mess...that was one of the few things in my life I could control I think, so I did. It keeps me peaceful, when I have no routine or a lot of random crap strewn about, it makes it harder for me to think almost. Like clutter in the room converts to clutter in my head.

Perhaps there is a lingering comfort when your'e surrounded by mess? Was it all you knew when you grew up? I mean, perhaps your house wasn't a mess physically, but your relationships with your parents were chaotic and probably unpredictable. I would think that would have an impact on how you organize.