((((((((((((((((((((Evangelista))))))))))))))))))))))

Hugs, and hugs again. I honestly don't know what to say or not to say--what a horrible experience to have been through. I wish that I could help somehow. I do understand having been out of control and being really scared of having it happen again (it happened with an alter when I was 13 and again at 19). From what I know of you after being here since June is that you are a really strong person who has managed to come through everything. You seem to have a good team working with you now. Perhaps you could make a plan with your T just in case you start to feel like you are loosing control and the plan would be something that would create a safety net to completely avoid repeating the humiltation and pain. IDK just throwing out an idea.



Elizabeth