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Originally Posted by eskielover
The straw hair & the looking like a walking skeleton with skin hanging off if it.....just really isn't a pretty sight. The Central line with IV nutrition & then manage to knick the lung while inserting the central line & your laying in the hospital bed feeling even worse than you already felt after passing out all the time......there is just nothing that causes anorexia to hold any value at all & there is definitely nothing beautiful at all about it.......the older you get the more wrinkles it leave in your skin.....nothing like looking 90 when your only 53.......definitely not a pretty picture, nothing that even looks fat about that picture even in a mirror
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I have just always wanted to be good enough. I have so much to live up to, when it comes to looks in my family. My sister is the most beautiful girl I have ever seen. All anyone says is "She's so beautiful. When are you going to look as good as her? Either make it happen or just give up and face the fact that you'll never be good enough." Or, "Wow, you're sister is SO BEAUTIFUL. What the hell happened to you!?" *sigh* I don't know. I just want to be attractive enough to at least be accepted by my family.