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Can you get someone you know and feel comfortable with to take some "practice" pics?

Get all dressed up and have your friend take some "pre-wedding" shots.

Maybe you can start now, like everyday have C or a friend take some fun shots of you with Salem. Outside in the park or something...start small.

Go by the church and take pics...just sitting on the steps goofing off or something.

I know you are the one behind the camera (and take gorgeous shots BTW) but maybe you and C can make it fun.

Maybe it will desensitize you a bit and it will help let go of the fear so you can enjoy your day and not think of it.