the horrible feeling of loneiness. trying to deal with the fact that we were so alone as a kid. no one listened to us when we tried to ask for help. our mother never comforted us after we were beaten. she would just look at us like you shouldn't of caused trouble and he wouldn't of beat you like that. we had to always care for ourselves and our brother. i can't comfort myselves anymore. just tired. lonely and angery. everyone abused us. no one cared. how do you deal with a mother's sexual abuse and then every male she brought into your life? just feeling very lonely. if only I could cry