Thank you wolf! It took me awhile to view it as settled. If you want more excitement in life you have to create it. I know sounds cliche but it's true. Settled means that you've found your comfort zone in life, your routine that works for you. Most adults eventually fall into this pattern. There are parts that suck, but it's also nice to be comfortable.

I just don't feel like it's totally uncommon (even for 'normies') to feel as though they are stuck in a rut without friends. It just sort of happens when life and responsibilities takes hold.....I just realized, that in itself is kinda depressing, sorry guys.