I don't think my friend thought I would actually call 911. She kept saying that she only took 8. But she also said she couldn't promise not to take any more.
She also said "You don't have my address". I don't know what made her think that. I've been to her place many times.
I feel bad because I think she thought it would be safe to call me. She probably expected me to come over and stay with her for a while. Which I would have done had she not overdosed already.
I'm afraid she'll never trust me again, that she'll never tell me anything again.
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As she draws her final breath
Just beyond the door he'll find her
Taking her hand he softly says
For the first time you can open your eyes
And see the world without your sorrow
Where no one knows the pain you left behind
And all the peace you could never find
Is waiting there to hold and keep you
Welcome to the first day of your life
Just open up your eyes as I lay you down tonight
Safe on the other side
No more tears to cry
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