I have been off of cocaine for 7 days, but before that, alchohol, xanax, ecstasy, basically anything I could get from anyone. I'm addicted mostly to uppers like you although I have never tried meth. I've also become addicted to gambling, to sex, to online gaming, and possibly many other things at many different times...but lately it's been coke. I know you are struggling with something bigger than the meth. The meth is your cover, but it's not your story. The cravings only cloud the bigger problem, but sometimes the fear of that discovery or the fear of feeling anything is overwhelming. I wish I could offer a solution. Alas, I am also in the same boat as you. I'm glad I came across your post though. How are you feeling today?

My name is Lilly btw.
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