Thanks everyone.
As I went back and read my post, I did sound kinda pushy, but I get like that when Im that mad.
I not that much better today.
I have told my T what I need, and he is trying, I just feel like theres something I need...but I dont know what it is.
I have told my boyfriend not to talk to me about my drug problem, he doesnt listen, so Im not going to talk to him until I get straightened out a little more. And it's not like he says something to support me, he screams at me that it's messing up my life and that they are going to kill me... I already knew that, so it doesnt help by him screaming at me.
I really dont know what I want to change or not change, Im mostly confused now, cuz I hear other people tell me how they want me to change, and even though I dont listen to them cuz of our history, it confuses me.
Thanks again everyone for your support and stuff.
-Megan-