PFM I see you pushing away. Pwease don't do that. Stick with it. In the end, it's less painful. You probably barely know, because you won't let yourself near it. You have to tell your therapist that you're pushing him away. It will hurt so much worse to have unresolved feelings and loose ends. Let him help you tie things into a neat package. I know because that's how things ended with my therapist. It sounds like it's getting really hard for you. I'm so sorry. I wish I could hug you. If there's anytime to work on separation anxiety, this is a perfect chance.