OMGish that is such a big fear for me as well. An abuser of mine was a computer programmer. And fear that the pics and video are out there somewhere. But I can't go looking for it. What would I say? I'm looking for pics of myself as a child? I wish that there was some way of knowing that they weren't out there for ppl to see. It's like I'm still being abused. It's like every pic or video is a piece of me that's been stolen. It's not just that the step-f took pics and all, but the fact that he would take me to other friends of his and they took their own pics. It's not fair! I wish that there was some way to know that the pics weren't out there. I think it would give you and I both peace to know that they weren't out there.