Its been a little over two weeks now since I last saw T and I am not sure when I will be seeing her again.
I made a conscious decision not to contact her this week and was adament that I would stick to this.
I thought about her every minute if every day. I thought about her so much it hurt. I said to myself I can do this- I am much stronger now then I was this time last year.
I had some minor setbacks this week that would have usually have sent me on a downward spiral but I coped without T and I am still here.
So yesterday T text me and I was so mad at her at first because I was doing ok but now she text me I think I need her again.
I was even considering quitting therapy because really I could do with the extra money.