I'm sick of people. I have 4 good girl friends. 3 out of the 4 play soccer. I dance. I have a big show tonight. A great chance to get ahead. DAnce is probably one of the only things i really enjoy anymore.

None of them have ever seen me dance. Ever. Every year i go to one of their soccer games. And they can't come to one of my shows which mean the world to me.

I don't know why its bothering me so much this time but i can't help it. But it is and it hurts. THis was suppose to be a good thing and day for me and and its just become a disappointment. I don't even wanna do it anymore. I don't really care anymore.

I just don't understand why they can't just support me at all. It's not fair.