(((((Mis)))))
I hope you are feeling better! I wish I could tell you something that would make you feel better, but I know that what you are experiencing is on a traumatic, emotional level. So, I accept you and your emotions for who you are right now. I think you are doing everything you can at this moment and I am proud of you. I want to acknowledge the needy part of you and say to her that I am sorry that she is in so much pain from being neglected. It makes complete sense to me that you would cling to your therapist, as you are trying to trust her now and you need to know that she is still there for you in the same capacity as yesterday, last month, etc. It is not your fault that you are having difficulty trusting I am impressed at how you are trying to handle all of your difficult emotions while your T feels unempathic to you. I know how difficult this is, and I know you will make it through this. You can PM me, lean on me anytime. I am here for you. You can feel anyway you want and express it, and I will still be here. I hope you are doing better now. Thinking about you and sending you positive vibes.