I can't stand how my moods are moving so fast... and very strongly!

For the past 3 weeks, I've either seen or heard a man getting his arse beaten bad. It makes me super anxious each time ~ as that one time,3 weeks ago, it woke me from a deep sleep to hear 7 guys beating the hell out of one. Turned out that he got taken to ER and was in critical condition. Last week, cops broke up a fight in front of the apartment building.

Am I living in a bad area or what? Is my high anxiety normal after these fights? I was just about to go to sleep 15 minutes ago, when 2 guys whopped up on another guy in front of my apartment. I called the police ~ but now, I'm wide awake & anxious dammit!

I think that this is what I get for living downtown. Lots of bars right down the street. I can't even count how many there are! Not good. I don't know why the fights scare the bejeezers out of me every time. It reminds me of the horrific fights I saw as a kid, between family members. That's the only thing I can think of on why I am SOOO upset.