I have always had a problem being with people. I feel out of place and I go into myself It stems from my childhood just some highlights blood relitives never wanted me around if a get to geather If something was done or damaged I got blamed. My parents found this out I stayed right next to them His father came over and blamed me, they could tell it was not me as I sat right next to them. Next problem father tried to kill me 3 times first time was when he tried to stab me with a knife, the next time he tried with a pair of sissors, and 1 time he tried to run me over with his car.

I think my theripyst thinks I can just forget all of this and go one now as they happend when I was younger. I dont know if I can ever be able to relax in a group I just kind of just happens when I am in a group are around people. Has anyone had problems like this and been able to work through it. Sorry if this was long.