Not my words, but I've felt this way my entire life:
"Suicide, I've already died
You're just the funeral I've been waiting for
Cyanide, living dead inside
Break this empty shell forevermore
Wait, wait patiently
Your death black wings
Unfolding sleep
Spreading o'er me"
Also:
"Life it seems will fade away
Drifting further every day
Getting lost within myself
Nothing matters, no one else
I have lost the will to live
Simply nothing more to give
There is nothing more for me
Need the end to set me free
Things not what they used to be
Missing one inside of me
Deathly lost, this can't be real
Cannot stand this hell I feel"
and I know they've been used many times.
And comment to LostMom3:
Quote:
Originally Posted by LostMom3
Very consuming.. I believe that everyone I see has the same thoughts about me that I do. Unworthy, ugly, digusting, waste of space and oxygen. I can't stand myself. I will cry for no reason at all
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There is a reason you cry. There is a reason for everything even though we may not know what it is.