Yes ster, I have problems being around people,-- well mostly after I get to know them.

I've been thinking -- for those that have been traumatized by a parent, while a child(especially repeatedly)..... it seems that trust is then deficient or absent when that child grows up.

I'm so fearful that other people will see me and act towards me as my mother did and also some family members.... it's a struggle getting close to others.

I'm sorry your dad tried to kill you and also that your relatives blamed you when something went wrong.

Seems to me your therapist should allow you to feel and talk about it until you feel you are over it.

Well, to your inquiring about being able to work through the difficulty of being in groups or around people......... sorry I'm still trying to master that one too. I do think it has to do with self-esteem and being able to trust others and yourself (trusting yourself --meaning-- being able to cope with any reaction others may put out to you) -- not too sure though!

I think that reaching out here is a good start anyway!

Good day to you!

mandy