OK I haven't been this depressed in like 4 years when my parents first split up! I mean dont get me wrong im happy they are apart but you know but i just miss the whole family thingy i just dunno anymore it kindda makes me want to start a family of my own if you get what im saying but being only 19 that is not to to smart truthfully but who knows right i just want it all to stop spinning soooooo fast its feels like life is just blowen me by while i sit on the side lines i mean i know im only 19 but i should have accomplished more in life by now then just graduating high school and that was even late bc i was dumb and dropped out for a year and a little. but i dunno anyone know anythign that may help me out to be more motivated to move forword in life???? anyone who answers thanks for the advice in advance