wow heathery i feel EXACTLY the same way you do. Well maybe not exactly, but i completly understand where you are coming from because i am in a very similar spot right now. I know how frustrating it can be to not feel like you're really accomplishing anything, and feeling so frustrated with the things in your life that you cannot control. Are you in college or anything? Or do you have a job? I find keeping myself busy (even doing little tasks) helps to feel that sense of accomplishment. Are you talking to anyone IRL? ... Maybe i can try and help if i know a little more...