ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I just want to scream right now! I am so angry and I don’t even know why. It just like built up as I was driving home. But this is different anger right now. I physically feel it in my chest like it’s dying to come out of me in one form or another. I’m angry at my mom because she can be such a ***** sometimes. She gets so upset and angry and takes it all out on me! I’m angry because I didn’t talk to my T on the phone the other day, and I’m angry because I want to talk to my housemaster so badly, but I can’t, and she hasn’t answered my email yet… and lately I’m just so damn impatient!!! Right now I just seem angry at the world. I’m angry for having to be here, I’m angry because certain people aren’t physically in my life right now … I’m angry because I’m so god damn alone right now and theres nothing I can do about it. Theres nothing I can do about my stupid family either, and I just want to scream, or cry, or hurt something. I just hope its not myself.
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The unexamined life is not worth living.
-Socrates
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