Therapist didn't have a whole lot to say other than my husband's honesty is a good first step toward repairing things. I did appreciate his honesty too. Over the last couple of years, this stuff was in my mind anyway, so my husband only confirmed what I was thinking.

I do have to process this and see if it is a deal breaker for me. I need to be loved by my partner, and he says he loves me. I just don't know if I really believe it. I think maybe he loves me as the person who carried and gave birth to his child, which is a special bond, but I don't think he loves me romantically and I don't know if I can live with that. Thank goodness I am in the day program and will have daily check ins with a therapist. I might also try to get in to see my regular T sometime over the course of the week.

What a mess.