I'm so very sorry you are having such a hard time. I know how very hard it is. I had serious addiction issues for many years. I've detoxed many times over the years until finally becoming clean in November of 2005. I know right now it seems like it will never get better but believe me it will. Just try and hang in there for a few days and you will feel better. This might sound impossible but try and occupy your mind worth something you like to pass the time. I wish you the best.