is there anyone you could call to come sit with you for a while? or could you call a crisis hotline or something like that? do you have a t you could call?
if you need to be in a safe place/hospital, then that's where you need to be. i know what' it's like, i haven't been able to pay any of my 6 hospital bills from this year, most of them are in collection now. oh well. that's where i needed to be.
i feel like a huge hypocrite saying that. i'm' right ther4e with you. i want to die, and really should be in the hospital, but it's really not an option, for other reasons than finances.
__________________
As she draws her final breath
Just beyond the door he'll find her
Taking her hand he softly says
For the first time you can open your eyes
And see the world without your sorrow
Where no one knows the pain you left behind
And all the peace you could never find
Is waiting there to hold and keep you
Welcome to the first day of your life
Just open up your eyes as I lay you down tonight
Safe on the other side
No more tears to cry
|