I'm so sorry your going through this. This has to be very tough. You deserve a break, it's good that Grandpa came to take him out for a bit.

I would definitely say and encourage that research for help is needed. There has to be something available out there for this type of situation.

I wish I could go out there and help you out too. I would! You and Hubby do need the occasional breaks so this does not get to overwhelming. Just try to take one day at a time, and realize it's a new fresh day everyday. This will help you get through the day.

I hope all works well, and you get the help you need with your son. Your a good firm mother, and I respect that, I also respect that you are at your wits end.....but seriously who could blame you, that's a difficult situation.