I can't take it anymore I am so depressed and don't know what to do. It seems like nothing is working I want to cry but I can't I hate myself. I am so frausterated I don't know what to do. I feel like No one even cares about me!!! I want to scream at everyone. I wish I could be somewhere else right now. I am in so much pain and I want to talk to someone but I can't I am all alone and to top it all off today was my moms birthday she would of been 52 today I miss her so much she was the only one who truely loved me!!!!!! I have no one now I am all alone and I can't stand it. I hate my life. I am so angry at life and everything in it. I am so tired of all the stress and everything. Oh I don't know what to do!!! I can't talk to my family they just make me all mad and they don't really care about what I have to say or how I feel. My mom was the only one who tried to help me. Did I metion I am in alot of pain emotionaly. well I am sorry for going off I needed to blow off some steam.