I know what you mean how you miss the family thing My mom and dad split when I was 7 years old when I was growing up I was wishing for some miracle to get them back to gether just for that but I was glad they were apart because my mom wasn't happy. but I miss it. I am 22 and not married and I so despearatly want to get married and start a family and I almost did until I realized that I shouldn't rush it and so I called off my engagement which was good becuase I didn't really love the guy. I decided I am going to be cauctious about it so I don't end up like my parents or like my mom being single and raising 5 kids on her own. about moving on with you life if you want to go to college then go to college or if you just want a job go get a job that is real fun for you and just go party and one day you will find the guy that you want to marry. does that help? sorry if it don't.