Gah. I feel horrible. I was sober for a little while... and I just can't stand it. My parents decided that they weren't going to send me to rehab, and just decided to have me go to AA meetings. I got really upset today, so I ended up ordering drugs online. I feel completely ashamed, cuz I lied to my parents so that I could use their debit card to order it. :c It was only a few dollars, but they think that i'm done getting high. I've been doing anything I can get my hands on, and I know it's not safe.... But I can't control myself,anymore.