I hate BPD or general "crazy girl" stigma. It really bothers me.
I just hate being lumped into that category of women... although sometimes I like it ha ha. (: I mean, there's is some truth to it all.. sometimes I'm OK with it, and sometimes it ****ing hurts.

I don't know.. it's like I read **** "BPD women are great in bed, BUT THAT'S ALL THEY'RE GOOD FOR" and sometimes women will knock on women with BPD.. like they think BPD women are these weak and emotionally depraved creatures who are out to tempt their husbands. Stupid well-adjusted *****!!

I'm just sick feeling as if I'm just some third-rate piece of ***.. like I'm the kinda girl that dewds want to ***** but they don't see me as girlfriend or marriage material. IT BOTHERS ME. Yeah, I made some mistakes.. if it's not obvious by now. I've learned from them.. I don't even date or hook-up with anymore, I simply don't care and just want focus on myself and get myself stable... be active and healthy and accomplish academic/art things because I'm actually really smart and creative.. and I mean I AM doing these things, for the most part.

I just feel so lonely and disconnected from people/experiences and am unsure of how to make friends with other women. I have bi-polar 2 and anxiety as well, I'm a polymath of insanity!!

IDK I'm just whining.