Reaching out to you.... have you actually found healing within yourself for the awful, hurtful things that you have had to endure? This is important.I know.

Most of my life I spent dealing with the terrible things that happened to me.. I tried to rise above it all... leave them all in my dust so to speak....but I reached the point where I am now in my life and I can look back and see that I was basically treading water because i never actully found any healing from the pain I had suffered.

People use and abuse people like us because we are so open and kind and giving and so many are mean and selfish enough to take advantage of our loving spirits... it isn't because the world is out to destroy us as it may seem at times.

When the time is right, and when you are in a good place with your own healing, you will find a man who will love you for the beautiful person that you are.... just be patient and work on finding a way to heal those wounds.

As simon said.... we here care about you.. everything will get better.. you'll see...I'm an old lady.. i know what I'm talking about....HA!HA!.. Peace... Faith