You know it really does dumb found me how so many men (not all) can find such torturous acts of sex exciting..... why? - and then this world per-trades these moments in movies and on the pages of adult magazines / sites for personal entertainment.

Can someone please help ME to truly understand this sick and nauseating phenomena in some men? - I ask in men for we do not usually hear of females doing such horror to other people for sexual pleasure and because I have been abused by men (4 of them) and not by a female.

Please stay with ME on this one and do not go off track on me..... I need to understand from my side of the fence, from where I was abused - how - and by whom.

Thanks...
LoVe,
Rhapsody -