I haven't even felt like emailing T at all lately. Ive been forgetting to send one email let alone my aloud two. And when I do remember until like 10pm and even then it's a sentence or two, so he knows I'm alright. (he always wanted one daily email from me) wth is up with me? What an odd change for me. I haven't even been thinking about him. I havent even been bothering him on weekends. Odd odd odd. This is sooo not Lost.