I echo the responses of Zenobia and Rapunzel. You can get through this. You hurt very much, and you are doing the best you can to be brave. Try to believe that it will ease up and that you will see light again. Your life is valuable and so is your body. Please, for you, do whatever you can to save both of them. Even if it means going to the emergency room or calling a crisis hotline. Cutting is only a temporary thing, and I know how much it can seem like it helps you, but it's hurting you. I send you love and hugs and the knowledge that someone out there is hoping you hold on, and knowing that you can.

Angela