Wow sounds like youve had a really hard run! I can telk by the way you speak (write) you have a lot off feelings.for this woman and well done.for enduring what many would have walked away from. Dont let her ruin your life though. I hope she gets the help she needs to regain some stability in her life.

Im kinda sitting on te other side off the table.and its not great news. As im sure you know, feelings are really.unstable for BPDs and i think that is why we lack remorse because generally if weve had a fall out with someone theyre now on our blacklist so we dont care about them anyway. Well thays how.it.is.for me.as much.ss.i hate to admit it.

Im sure youve had a great impact on this womans life she just hss a lot.off.issues, dont blame yourself. It is.realy hard to have relationahips when you have BPD and as much as its.no.excuse it does tend.to make people quite nastyd. But thats just the nature off it. Most BPDs have an.amaxing loving side as well ( if youre lucky enough to be on it)

I hope tjis hasnt offended anyone just saying how.i feel from my prospective!