i'm currently in bed with a bladder infection and mild pneumonia. when i say mild i mean it's not bad enough for oxygen YET, which is just as well as i loathe being slapped on oxygen with a vengeance. my breathing is more labored than this afternoon but i'm coping so far.

trouble is i have a long history of pneumonia, pulmonary oedema, bronchial asthma, kidney/bladder failure so i know how careful i have to be. the last time i ignored common sense to keep an appointment i landed in critical care, so i know better than to risk crawling to AA tomorrow.

at the same time, i worry that i am letting everyone down!

i guess the silver lining is i'm currently too ill to drink anyways.

love & hugs to all