My fear is that it will cause me to lose my job or harm someone. My supervisor is very supportive of my disease and knows that I try and stay on top of it. I just worry that her hands may get tied and also that I could be sanctioned by state board. I look at my disease as a blessing when it comes to helping others through my job and is a curse when it affects who I am and what I do. That may not make sense but is the only way I can think of to describe it.
Spent most of the day outside doing fall things so mood much better but know that stress of work this week will pose a potential challenge. Guess it is full steam ahead