I cant even image the hell your in mentally and physically. I think everyone has offered you some great ideas and of course NONE of us are in your shoes. The end decision is yours to make. I do believe you are a lot stronger than you even give yourself credit for or are aware of at this moment. You have been blindsided by his immaturity and as a Man as a spouse. Do you have a T or Pdoc that you can talk to ? Marriages are built on LOVE and more so on MUTUAL RESPECT.

No matter your decision we will all be here for you

Find time to be kind to yourself even if it just a few moments a day!