Lately, I been feeling guilty. Also, I have been wondering if there is an issue. Multiple people have told me that I need to be taking things like mood stabilizers, that my moods are NOT a normal teen thing, that it sounds like I have full blown Bipolar with rapid cycling, and that I really need to get help. But I am SO nervous about the whole idea of telling my parents. In a couple of weeks it will have been 2 months since my moods have been getting more severe, with that said plus what other people are saying, I been more and more positive that there is something wrong. But I can't even imagine what my parents would say if I were to tell them, I just can't get myself to tell them. But lately, it has been hanging over my head, I know it's the right thing to do. It is causing me such anxiety and guilt, but I just can't get myself to do it, I keep telling myself that I just need to observe my moods a little while longer to make sure if it really is something. But is that really the right thing to do?
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