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Originally Posted by fleeingbellocq
sweet surrender or anyone,
Sweet surrender, I am not trying to be obtuse, and can certainly understand how hard it is to admit that you have lied, but I am just wondering, why did you lie?
I'm new at trying to figure this stuff out even though I have been diagnosed with BPD since I was fifteen. I have pretty much ignored all of the diagnosis's that I have been told I have, as far as getting real help or trying to figure them out.
Everyone here seems to understand why you felt like you wanted to lie, and I am just wondering what that has to do with BPD?
If this is a question that I should not be asking, or implies idiocy on my part, please forgive me and ignore it.
I'm sorry,
-Fleeing Bellocq
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Don't apologize- your fine. I have never admitted to anyone before that sometimes I lie and honestly I didn't do it until about 5 years ago and then it just started to basically get me what I want. And to be honest it felt good to have people concerned about me. I know how that sounds but most of the time I do it to get attention and affection. I don't do it often but it it doesn't make it right or okay. I am kind of starting to understand now that I can get positive attention without having to lie and and the lies I was telling make me sound and feel worse.