Can't believe at 120mg of Celexa every day that my depression hasn't lifted yet. I still feel depressed and have bad thoughts I shouldn't be having. Theres no fun in my life any more no joy its all black and down hill. I even have problems writing this cause it takes energy to do it. I've been depressed all of my adult life and most of my childhood and wonder what it would be like to be normal for more than a week. It must be grand not to feel like its the end of the world consistantly and to have the energy to do things you like to do. Sigh! In my dreams.

Lin-Lin