Hey Roadie, I think we do have a bit of a misunderstanding going on here, sorry for that.

I was just saying I respect your beliefs about 1 day at a time and that it hasn't worked for me in the past.

The medication had nothing to do with any of our replies, just threw in a theory I have formed.

Surrendering myself wasn't anything I meant to imply by saying I am going to rehab so I can be the creator of my own destiny, but it sure sounds that way (guess everything is open to interpretation).

Yeah, the program I am going to is a Christian program that does not believe in AA/NA. These are not my beliefs about AA/NA and everyone is entitiled to make their own decisions.

Again, sorry for any confusion and I hope we are good.

JP